Pollie Rewound

JKD,I know your right.You have to lose when you walk away from someone that truly loves you.To me there is no greater reward in life.

Finally caught the dumb bitch yesterday with her new man.He`s the father of her two youngest children 26 & 28 yrs.He used to beat the piss out of her,but she`s says he`s changed in the last 23 yrs.He wears pop bottle glasses & ugly as a mud fence,but has a hog leg in his trouser according to her.I give her 6 months & it will be the same old story.Men like that don`t usually change their controlling ways.Anyway I wont bail her ass out again.Let the chips fall where they may.

Polliesboy, with all due respect,  take the high road.  Resist the temptation to  be an ongoing  victim in this situation, she has the moral and the constitutional right to make bad choices.  You still are the same good person you always were, and your kids still need you as a role model as to how to deal with adversity.  Some day when your time is up on planet earth, you will have a lot better argument that you deserve to go to heaven, notwithstanding your own mistakes & faults, if you forgive.  Take care, my friend, let me know if you want to talk privately.
JunkyardDog

JYD,I`m starting to get a handle on my emotions.I`ll be a while getting right,but I know what I have to do& am in the process of letting go.Just changed my checking account & am starting to move my things over to dads.Im determined to overcome this disappointment.Im sure I`ll have bad days,but time will go by & I`ll think less about it as I engage into new endeavors.Thanks my friend

Pollie...Concentrate on STOCKS....Stem Cell companies are hot now.

Polliesboy:  So glad 2 hear that you have come up with insight as to how best to get this personal thing successfully behind you.  Try keeping busy, that helps as well.  My sainted Irish grandmother used 2 say:    "Idle hands are the devil's workshop."     Of course, eventually I smartened up & figured out that she had a saying for EACH DIFFERENT side of every situation, which is why somebody with very little education who got off the boat {literally} at Ellis Island with only $17 in her pocket and no family or contacts in America managed to survive...lol
JunkyardDog

Still having my moments.Its dealing with the finality thats hard.I`ll survive I guess.Not surviving would be too easy.I never did much the easy way.Someone aways made sure of that.LOL.

Pollie, Are you still holding BLLB, or did you dump most or all when it had that run?

Polliesboy:  Let me know that you're ok, my friend, I miss you.

JYD,Im still alive,but that woman really knocked me down.Worst ass kicking Ive ever had.Bar none.Its been a month & a half & Im still hurting.I think Im past the self destruct phase.